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Wednesday, July 7, 2010, 9:05 AM After what happened to me during the registration day in mkjb school. Everything crushed down. I've been rejected just because I left Form 6 this year. MOE 'last minute' inform everyone that, whoever is studying Form 6, cannot move school. So yeah. Mkjb just following the rules. The teacher there told me to wait for their call, maybe they are under process or something. In my heart: I'm tired of waiting. I don't want to waste my time on this. I know it's a good opportunity to school there because it leads to a better qualification for a job. ............. But I've think million of times. "Am I really ready for this?" "Am I going to fail again this time?" "Does my brain want to cope studies?" The answer is , I don't know! I am lack of confidence this time after what happened. I do want to work because of money. Everyone works for money to get what they want! Parents always say, "if you don't school, you'll regret." I am 18 years old now. I believe I can take care of myself. I am not a kid anymore. It is time for me to learn new things by myself. So while waiting for mkjb's call. If I've been reconsider back, I might as well go for it. But IF they don't, I'll be applying for job. Why am i being so difficult this time? I feel like crying. I need you, baby! I feel complicated now. "money? give up? go school? go work?.... gahhhhh~~ help me!" New plan, New Life, New Beginning. |
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you must follow your heart
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